It was recently pointed out that I am obese.

As if I did not know this.

Maybe the X's at the beginning of my shirt size should have been a clue to me. My employer decided it best that I should be notified of this breaking development. I, on the other hand, did not appreciate their willingness to point out the painfully obvious.

All is well now after discussing my dissatisfaction with HR and the Administrator. They promise to not bring it up anymore.

This just builds on top of a terrible two months I have experienced. The fear, stress, and feelings of failure have led me down the road of depression. Even flirting with the idea of suicide.

I am not going to do something so drastic but I do need to do something drastic. I need to change. I am not sure how or even what, except for needing to buy new underwear, but just something.

I am open to suggestions.